Thursday, May 10, 2007
Zucker Imitation
Forest de Morrois
leaving was easy, but to look at your face –
time has spilled all over it
I tell you, here I’m getting greener
according to a natural process, growing
without regard to the courts and spouses
and what a lady is and maybe you’re feeling ashamed but
I am not
my own
I’m beginning to wonder if we
still sleep with a blade between us
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
April Afternoon
April Afternoon
Sipping green tea with the lid off surrounded by students.
Pondering Yeats’s realization of never reaching Druid status:
Crushed dreams or understood he caught “fairy stroke.”
Man driving, lunch in hand,
passerbyers wearing t-shirts.
Beyond these things:
Christmas wreath welcome
House wrapped in vines, lights out, inside
tree decorated, glass ornaments,
needles circle- scent from kitchen
green white speckled cookies counter
Beatrice in red velvet dress, sugar plum
apron, too long taking tenth batch out-
Simic Imitation
April 16th, 2007
selfish motives. Institution of knowledge abruptly
a killing field. Textbook tombstones for deceased.
Movies, video games, what’s your excuse? Missing human
compassion.
The Arizona Republic, 14 November 2005
Elegy
How do they begin
with no mention of who,
why, the shady brown hair
sleek as chestnuts buried
in the afternoon sun, like
a long chain, an iron rival
to the history of time, dear
as Hawkings’ Big Bang theory
& blank as dark matter, an opulent
breeze and Basho writing
I pass as all things do, because
what comes before this
ripe trek, surge & thrust
towards the dour sky, one path
lean as Georgia palms at dusk,
heads nodding off as if they too
say Yes, give in to this warm
desire with no remnants, buckles
unlocked and seats reclined, exactly
what the stewardess denies
when she should be floating down
the aisle, lucid and thinking
of nothing, only filling the empty
space after “life is…”, light
as a coy whisper without belongings,
or the need to keep them even
when the poetry stops, the plane
lands and the baggage opens
up from overhead, a grim
compartment holding odds, ends,
narrow as fish hooks used
in a freshwater stream. Your
green barrette? I will always
have it. I keep it
still.
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
Expecting Entertainment -McKenzie
There are several versions of the loss
she felt --one with thickness between
swallows, another of faces behind walls.
She let them dance green in sunlight
and gave up on smiles. Dried out flowers
with notes of music divine, she watched
the mouse’s heart break in the garden
below. Its pieces nestled in overgrowth,
next to bathing finches, stopped hands
which held glasses midair. They were
the windows, they held fish streaming
through. The fish left ripples, left
notebooks picked up by strangers.
Monday, May 07, 2007
Buried Alive
Pulling leaves from my hair almost
as naturally as I blew wishes from dandelions
this was of course, after one full minute of being
buried alive, in a pile my mom raked earlier that
afternoon.
I had laid there, still as possible with my mouth
shut tight-afraid it may burst with gasp or giggle,
unearth my hiding spot to the hunter,
my older brother, who with the taste for revenge
stuck between his teeth sought me out
in our backyard while I lay
dead,
avoiding the taste of autumn, soft bits
of soil and earth that fell on my lips,
hoping for the first time in nine years to feel
invisible.
All the while twigs poking
at my sanity, bugs crawling all over
my pride, grass tickling the quarter inch
of skin between my sock and pant leg that lay
exposed
Alerted by crinkling of leaves under foot,
I counted one two three!
tuck ducked and rolled just as
the attack ensued, there was a struggle,
faces shoved into dirt, leaves shoved down
pants, in mouth, up shirt, grass stained and glowing
I ran.
Friday, May 04, 2007
Jeremy Shulkin: In Our Remodeled Home
In Our Remodeled Home
An island erupts in the middle of a once modest kitchen
new tiled floors already scored by pebbles, dropped knives
Some call it love, some obligation
both perhaps, but I never obliged
Busy and bus-boyish I serve silverware
empty plates, spoons cupping excuses
I believe if I cut onions, she will cry
and the oven, is well, an oven
(and much too much for me)
The TV flickers enough like pilot lights
that withstand wind from late work phone calls
Thursday, May 03, 2007
Trevor's Imitation poem
He stops to see me in raining Worcester
a digression
splashes me with drumming to celebrate freedom
his blues
conveys the drunken displaced son forsaken
anguished forehead
beyond bars, there'll be more detours before
bed in Miami, Nicolette's support:
stretching crooked limbs with love despite limitations
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
poems that Cat wrote.
Katie liked barbies
and I liked jumping off rocks
so we jumped
with their swimsuits & ballgowns
in our pockets until her mom yelled
lunch!! and we feasted
ending always with juice
the flavor of everything red.
we tumbled back outside
dirt-sandcastles under the porch,
battling imaginary pirates,
playing with worms when it rained
and one day she said
where's
I waved goodbye
the new people in their old house
painted it bluepurple and bulldozed
our rocks into the woods
and I don't know who Katie is
anymore, or even if she found out
about
if her brother played with us,
or if they had a swimming pool
and I wonder if she has forgotten
too.
Inside, Out.
The radiator is whistling, crooked and drunk in its corner. There are millions of captured teakettles inside the coils, screaming to escape its clutches.
There is a man outside on a broken bench, poised with notebook and pen. The sunshine people walking by are impressed that he is a writer. He lets them believe, and makes scribbles and little drawings of the clouds. The sky is hurling angry bits of itself to the ground - he hurries home to tape garbage bags over the windows.
happy birthday.
i called your house
today, to inquire about
plans for your 21st
and how many bottles of
jameson you’d –
on the third ring my heart
fell out, bouncing sloppily
and disappearing into a shadowy
corner and my eyes
made foreign shapes out of my
bookshelves and armchair,
but light around the borders
and glowing, focusing on the sharp
carved edges of your name on that
speckled marble, catching the light
with a clean, bold finality.
how many years, decades,
can you carry over; a
place setting at easter
for your shimmering memory.
if there are sycamores and elms
toppling to forest floors
and there are no ears around,
it was not a silent effort,
only unacknowledged.
i wonder how many birthday candles
should be illuminating tonight’s
creeping darkness -
and the difference in remembering,
imagining out of respect for you,
and scrambling at holding on
for the sake of me.
- Cat Brousseau